In my life right now God is teaching me a lot about prayer, faith and miracles. I am learning to depend on His provision and trust in His control. I am in the process of returning to Romania, hopefully this summer. I have sent out letters and have a full schedule of open houses, and church dinners and presentations. However, with over $30,000 to go in only 2 months, I am overwhelmed and beginning to doubt that I'll make it by the summer. I have to remember, though, that all things are possible for Him. All of the resources of heaven and earth are under His control. I know that He has called me to this and that I am in the right place. This has been confirmed to me over and over again through scripture and the encouraging words of others.

Other things are moving along well. I will be attending a three-week training in April. This is the first time any Global Hope missionary has received any formal training and preparation. I am so excited to go to this training and learn new things about adjusting to life in anoother culture. I am also excited to meet others with similar, yet unique callings. Together, we can rejoice in God's perfect will and unite in prayer and support for one another.

Right now I am praying and waiting for the Lord to provide all that I need. In the past, a date has always been set for my trips to Romania and God has always provided, often at the last minute, but always according to His timing. I have prayerfully set a target date for May 15th. It even seems that events in my life are pointing to that departure date. But I still need so much financial support. I have confidence in God's provision. It's just hard to be patient when I miss the kids and staff so much. I really want to be there for the summer. There is so much going on with mission teams and summer vacation for the kids. I'd really hate to miss it all, but I am learning to trust.

Today, I was driving home from work and saw a sign in front of a local church. It read: "Never, never, never give up." This reminded me of Paul's words, "But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 3:13b-14). God has given me a calling, a life calling to serve Him and share His name and message with others. I must stand firm, drawing my strength from Christ. He has called me to Romania. As I spend time in His Word, He reveals His will to me and thus, my heart's desires become transformed according to His will. I am both comforted and inspired by these words:

"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4



My Prayer: Heavenly Father, I know you are the Lord of all, the creator of heaven and earth. I believe in your plan for me and I rest in your presence. Please open the doors for me to go and serve in Romania. Help me to trust in your provision and your timing.

Please pray for me!